Biopsy #2

So I returned to the doctor for biopsy #2. This one was so much worse than the first one. They took a large sample to make sure and check all for cancer cells. I am still cramping from the experience yesterday. Oh well, it had to be done!

So I've been going through the different scenarios of what could happen.

SCENARIO 1: Precancer cells turned cancerous and a hysterectomy has to be done immediately.
SCENARIO 2: Precancer cells still found, need to schedule hysterectomy.
SCENARIO 3: No cancer cells were found, start fertility drugs, have another biopsy in 6 months.
SCENARIO 4: No cancer cells found, continue weight loss, have another biopsy in 6 months.

My doctor was very positive, believing that no cancer cells would be present after the D&C and time. He wanted me to fill my prescription for fertility drugs right away. Me on the other hand, not so certain about it. I don't want to count my eggs before they're hatched. I'll wait for the biopsy results to make my final decision on what is going to happen in the future. I may or may not have a decision on what my future brings. Whatever happens, I know it's what the Lord has planned for me and my family.

I should have my results back on Monday this time instead of waiting 3 weeks for results and another to get into the doctor. I have a strange calm about me. I hate the unknown, but I'm not way scared either. Whatever happens, I can handle it with the love and support of my two guys. Branden was so very helpful yesterday. He stayed with me all day and helped out around the house. He's the one that keep me calm and positive. He has a calming force to him that helps me out a lot!

Anyway, I will post an update when I hear back from the doctor. Brax did get an update last week. His ear isn't completely healed. It is starting to seal over and no other problems that they can foresee. It's nice to have him back to normal.