Biopsy Results #2

In life, things happen that change our perspectives on things. We find out how tiny we really are. After having precancer found about 5 months ago, my perspective changed. I'd convinced myself that after a D&C and birth control that I'd still have precancer and thus have a hysterectomy. Nothing prepared me for the results I received. For me it was odd to hear the words YOUR HORMONE LEVELS ARE NORMAL AND SO ARE YOUR BIOPSY RESULTS. What????? There were no signs of precancer whatsoever. My first thought was, "How is this possible?" Then I thought, "This has to be a joke." I think I was in shock for a few hours. I was telling my parents and Branden's dad, but still couldn't believe what I was saying. I was totally prepared for a hysterectomy.

As a result of my results, I am going to start fertility drugs again next week. I'm not quite sure about that. I am not ready for the scheduling of everything, but so be it. Pregnancy is definitely an option, but I'm not getting my hopes up that it is going to happen. I've grown to know you can't expect anything because Heavenly Father will give you what you need, not always what you want.

Believe me, I am so very happy. I took a big sigh of relief. I still can't believe it. I know a lot of prayers were said in my behalf and I can't say thank you enough to everyone who was there for me. I feel a peace in my life that I've never felt before. The best word I can come up with for the whole situation is Humbling. I am so humbled by what we've been through.