Poor Brax has had a rough time over the past week. Tuesday night he started complaining about his ear hurting after basketball. He only slept for about 5 hours that night. He got a little sleep before school and decided he felt well enough to go to school. At about 10:40 am I got a phone call from Brax that he didn't feel very good. I had a feeling I should get him a doctor appointment so in the process of getting ready to go and picking him up I called the doctor. We went in as soon as we could. He had blood coming out his ear before long. We went in and found out he had a two ear infections, a sinus infection, and his right ear drum had ruptured. Poor kid was so miserable. He slept after the doctor, but he moaned and groaned the whole time. She gave him some pretty heavy medications to help him be able to sleep. We also found out he has a pretty high pain tolerance level because they figure it ruptured a day or two before he complained of pain. He is feeling better though. I just felt bad because he still didn't feel well on Thursday and that was the day of his first Pinewood Derby. We do have to take him back on the 29th to make sure it healed over properly. If not he'll have to have a graft done.
Monday, February 13, 2012
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Motivation
Sorry, all my posts are thoughts this week, Pinewood Derby to come next week. I know I talk to quite a few people about weight loss due to the fact that they've watched me over the past year. I get so many compliments and I appreciate all of the support. I'm back to it and just finished week 2 of my workouts. My motivation for my weight loss is to improve my life and also to be able to run around with my little boy while that's a cool thing. Over the past few months I have struggled with illness and didn't work out at all. I have had two cycles and finished series 3 of birth control yesterday. Series 1 and 2 I had weird cycles that were going on when they weren't supposed to. Series 3 the cycle was exactly what it was supposed to be. The only change was my exercising and weight loss. The ironic thing is it was going on during my break down. I know if I work out and exercise my body will take care of itself. I even had another pregnancy, it was a miscarriage but still I got pregnant. If because I'm working out I can prevent a hysterectomy that would be awesome. I even worked out while having the flu this week. I have become the crazy work out lady doing 2-3 workouts a day, but it's well worth it.
What is your motivation? When I'm fat, I'm tired and don't have a lot of energy and it's so very easy to stay there. I gave up for 7 years and made every excuse out there. The only way that anything changes is when you decide that you can do it. I decided I was tired of feeling fat, ugly, and tired all the time. Even if your goal isn't weight loss, you can do it as long as you're motivated enough to do so. If you have a support system, that helps as well. Words of encouragement definitely helps. For me posting my weight is important because people see it and it pushes me to get it down so people see a smaller number. What will keep you going? Find someone to check in on you. No matter your goal, you can achieve it as long as you're willing to work at it. Don't give up when something goes wrong, just keep working at it until you get to where you want to be.
What is your motivation? When I'm fat, I'm tired and don't have a lot of energy and it's so very easy to stay there. I gave up for 7 years and made every excuse out there. The only way that anything changes is when you decide that you can do it. I decided I was tired of feeling fat, ugly, and tired all the time. Even if your goal isn't weight loss, you can do it as long as you're motivated enough to do so. If you have a support system, that helps as well. Words of encouragement definitely helps. For me posting my weight is important because people see it and it pushes me to get it down so people see a smaller number. What will keep you going? Find someone to check in on you. No matter your goal, you can achieve it as long as you're willing to work at it. Don't give up when something goes wrong, just keep working at it until you get to where you want to be.
The Adversary
A lot of thoughts that have been going through my mind over the past week. The adversary is cunning, sneaky, smart, and always trying to pull us down so we can feel misery like he does. He has been working so hard on me lately. All it takes sometimes is a little thought in your mind. I have been feeling out of place, that no one understands me. How many 29 year olds do you know that have struggled with infertility for 7.5 years and who also has precancer and a hysterectomy on their mind? Add a calling and being a mommy all into the fact and it can be overwhelming. I've just wanted someone who understands and I can talk to about things. In the mean time I have pushed my friends away and kind of become a hobbit in my house. All of this just making it worse. I finally broke down completely thanks to a chat with my dad. My dad is an amazing person who always knows just what to say and gives the best advice on what I should do. After a lot of prayer and crying, I've come to a conclusion. My friends and family may not know what I'm going through. They may not know when I'm having a hard time or that I need help. No matter what though, they are always there for me and they love me for who I am, faults and all. I also have a Heavenly Father who loves me and is always waiting to hear from me so He can help. It's funny how something so simple as getting on your knees and saying a prayer can change your whole state of mind. I'm grateful for the gospel in my life. I know I'm far from perfect, but am trying to be better. I'm thankful for the realizations I've come to over the last few days. This post is more for me to look back as a reminder to get on my knees.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
First Tooth Lost
Brax finally lost his first tooth. His bottom front two permanent teeth were coming up behind his baby teeth. The dentist told us to watch it and if he didn't lose both soon we needed to go back and get the two baby teeth pulled. A week ago we finally got the first tooth out. The other is loosening up and we're still working with it so we may soon be able to get it out. He has called himself and been called a shark because of the two rows of teeth. He was really good about it though. The morning after the tooth came out he came running downstairs with his tooth holder. He was telling me how silly the Tooth Fairy was because she folded up his dollar bill inside the tooth holder. He's such a funny kid and I love him so much!
Brax had another Pack Meeting where he earned the basketball belt loop. We went swimming. It was kind of chaotic, but fun. They also were able to pass a few things off. Brax loves scouts and is looking forward to earning his wolf. At the rate he's going he could have it done pretty quickly. I hope he keeps up the enthusiasm. We are currently working on his Pinewood Derby car. He can't wait to race it. We have a few more things to do, then paint and finish.
Brax had another Pack Meeting where he earned the basketball belt loop. We went swimming. It was kind of chaotic, but fun. They also were able to pass a few things off. Brax loves scouts and is looking forward to earning his wolf. At the rate he's going he could have it done pretty quickly. I hope he keeps up the enthusiasm. We are currently working on his Pinewood Derby car. He can't wait to race it. We have a few more things to do, then paint and finish.
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Baptism, Basketball, and Busy Weekends
On January 5th our garage door opener broke. A couple bushings broke. The quote to fix it was $124. It definitely made me stress. We called a place in St. George to see how much the part was and it was $40. Friday morning we decided to let Branden attempt to fix it. It took a while and we learned you should read ahead, but he got it fixed and just in time too. We'd ordered 1/4 of a beef to be butchered for us before Christmas and it was ready that day. I got a call at noon and we had to be there by 5. The butcher shop is in Richfield. We made it with 15 minutes to spare.
We got the beef and decided to leave it in the car overnight because it was so cold there. My sister, Shanelle, was headed to our house the next day so we asked her to bring it home. It worked out great for us. Friday night we hung out in Glenwood for a while and then two of the cousins didn't want to leave Braxy's side so they headed to Venice with us for a sleep over. We got up Saturday morning and got ready for the day. We took the kids to the school house to roller skate for a while before we had to take them home. We had a family party that afternoon and left early to head to Santaquin.
Our niece, Hannah was baptized on Saturday, January 7th. It started at 3 pm. She was the only one from her ward getting baptized, but still had quite a few people there for her to celebrate. The whole meeting was very nice. Following the baptism we headed to their house to have dinner. We ate and visited for a little while and then headed home. It took us just over 3 hours to get home, but that included a stop in Cedar to fuel up the car. We were so glad we were able to visit her.
Basketball has started for Brax. His first game was actually the weekend of Hannah's baptism, but decided he wanted to be there for his cousin. He did great in the first game he played in though. He made a few shots and tried hard, he even got his glasses knocked off his face, but handled it well. He has a game every weekend until the end of February, so we'll most likely stick around until then. We also had two of his cousins here with us so that made it even more fun.
This past weekend we got to babysit our nieces Brinley and Kambree. Keldon, their brother, had a baseball tournament in Las Vegas so their parents asked if they could stay here. They got here Friday night and left Monday afternoon. We had a lot of fun with the girls while they were here. Brax and Brin were sure sad to say good bye to each other. I'm sure glad they are good friends.
Have I told you how much I love my new camera? I LOVE IT!
We got the beef and decided to leave it in the car overnight because it was so cold there. My sister, Shanelle, was headed to our house the next day so we asked her to bring it home. It worked out great for us. Friday night we hung out in Glenwood for a while and then two of the cousins didn't want to leave Braxy's side so they headed to Venice with us for a sleep over. We got up Saturday morning and got ready for the day. We took the kids to the school house to roller skate for a while before we had to take them home. We had a family party that afternoon and left early to head to Santaquin.
Our niece, Hannah was baptized on Saturday, January 7th. It started at 3 pm. She was the only one from her ward getting baptized, but still had quite a few people there for her to celebrate. The whole meeting was very nice. Following the baptism we headed to their house to have dinner. We ate and visited for a little while and then headed home. It took us just over 3 hours to get home, but that included a stop in Cedar to fuel up the car. We were so glad we were able to visit her.
Basketball has started for Brax. His first game was actually the weekend of Hannah's baptism, but decided he wanted to be there for his cousin. He did great in the first game he played in though. He made a few shots and tried hard, he even got his glasses knocked off his face, but handled it well. He has a game every weekend until the end of February, so we'll most likely stick around until then. We also had two of his cousins here with us so that made it even more fun.
This past weekend we got to babysit our nieces Brinley and Kambree. Keldon, their brother, had a baseball tournament in Las Vegas so their parents asked if they could stay here. They got here Friday night and left Monday afternoon. We had a lot of fun with the girls while they were here. Brax and Brin were sure sad to say good bye to each other. I'm sure glad they are good friends.
Have I told you how much I love my new camera? I LOVE IT!
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Christmas 2011
WARNING: This post is long and full of pictures, I hope you enjoy it!
On December 21st we headed to Venice and Glenwood for Christmas as soon as Brax got out of school. For Braxten's 8th birthday my parents were taking him to ride the Polar Express on the 22nd. He had a great time. They had hot cocoa and cookies. They each also got a mug to remember their trip as well as a special ticket. Brax was excited to go and especially excited because he got to stay in a hotel with Grandpa and Grandma. The next day they did some shopping and headed back to Venice. Brax was antsy to get home because all his Anderson cousins were in town. The night of the 23rd was the Oldroyd family Christmas party. The Anderson clan was in charge. We ate dinner, the kids decorated cookies, acted out the nativity, and played some games. It was a lot of fun. Following the party Brax headed back to my parents to have the Christmas cousin sleep over.
The whole group.
The kids played a game where they have to dress in winter wear (gloves, hats, scarves, etc.) and then run and open a present. Brax's present was easy though because I put it in a bag. He got an eyeball that splatters on the floor. It's pretty cool.
Grandpa and Grandma Anderson gave all the boys remote control cars.
Christmas morning, we opened presents in our church clothes. We waited for Brax to get up and so we decided we'd get ready for church while he was sleeping. He woke up and saw us ready for church and decided to get ready himself.
Branden chose what he got for Christmas. He got jars for our flour and sugar, spatulas, tupperware, a volleyball, and basting brushes. He was the 1st to use all of his gifts. He was really excited about his presents. He told me that if he expects me to make good food, then I need good things to use to make the food. I did really appreciate it.
Brax wasn't as spoiled as most years, but that was okay too. Santa brought him a Blu Ray player and some movies. He also got a new outfit and a camera. The theme this year was movies and entertainment, but that's what he wanted. He did also get a puzzle.
After visiting our siblings houses to see what they got for Christmas, we headed to my parents house. We hung out and opened more presents. We got a roaster and bobbin saver. Brax got Legos, the one thing Santa didn't bring him, but he wanted.
After Christmas day we were exhausted, but stayed up late playing games anyway. The next day my sister, Shanelle, went in to have her gall bladder removed. I spent the day with my sister and family mostly. Cara and I went to lunch and hung out at the hospital for a couple hours. We couldn't decide when to come home, but ended up staying until the 29th. By then we were ready to come home and get some stuff done and just to hang out just the three of us. It was nice to spend time with everyone for Christmas. We did stay home and hang out for New Year's as well because once again, I wasn't feeling well. While in Glenwood over Christmas I developed a sinus infection and am finally get over it.
On December 21st we headed to Venice and Glenwood for Christmas as soon as Brax got out of school. For Braxten's 8th birthday my parents were taking him to ride the Polar Express on the 22nd. He had a great time. They had hot cocoa and cookies. They each also got a mug to remember their trip as well as a special ticket. Brax was excited to go and especially excited because he got to stay in a hotel with Grandpa and Grandma. The next day they did some shopping and headed back to Venice. Brax was antsy to get home because all his Anderson cousins were in town. The night of the 23rd was the Oldroyd family Christmas party. The Anderson clan was in charge. We ate dinner, the kids decorated cookies, acted out the nativity, and played some games. It was a lot of fun. Following the party Brax headed back to my parents to have the Christmas cousin sleep over.
Brax was Joseph in orange.
The whole group.
The kids played a game where they have to dress in winter wear (gloves, hats, scarves, etc.) and then run and open a present. Brax's present was easy though because I put it in a bag. He got an eyeball that splatters on the floor. It's pretty cool.
Christmas Eve was kind of a busy day. We tried to help get some stuff done. Branden went bowling with our friends while I helped my youngest sister make rolls for the Spencer family party since my mom was sick. We ate dinner at the Andersons and then headed to the Spencer party. After playing the game we headed back to the Andersons for the kids to open gifts.
Spencer family Christmas Eve party. We only made it in time for a game, but it was fun. Each person was supposed to bring a gift under $3. Each person took turns opening a present they were handed and then they could keep it or trade with someone else. I got a little kids book, Branden traded for the popcorn, and Brax traded for chips and salsa, his favorite. I gave the book to Easton, our nephew, because he didn't have many books and it was too young for Brax.
Spencer family Christmas Eve party. We only made it in time for a game, but it was fun. Each person was supposed to bring a gift under $3. Each person took turns opening a present they were handed and then they could keep it or trade with someone else. I got a little kids book, Branden traded for the popcorn, and Brax traded for chips and salsa, his favorite. I gave the book to Easton, our nephew, because he didn't have many books and it was too young for Brax.
Grandpa and Grandma Anderson gave all the boys remote control cars.
A pogo stick from Brinley.
Branden chose what he got for Christmas. He got jars for our flour and sugar, spatulas, tupperware, a volleyball, and basting brushes. He was the 1st to use all of his gifts. He was really excited about his presents. He told me that if he expects me to make good food, then I need good things to use to make the food. I did really appreciate it.
Brax wasn't as spoiled as most years, but that was okay too. Santa brought him a Blu Ray player and some movies. He also got a new outfit and a camera. The theme this year was movies and entertainment, but that's what he wanted. He did also get a puzzle.
I too got a new camera, a vest, and a coat. 
Brax hopped on his pogo stick before going to church.
After church we went to my grandparents for breakfast and more present opening. I love to go to Grandma's for breakfast. my grandparents gave Brax a remote control truck.
After church we went to my grandparents for breakfast and more present opening. I love to go to Grandma's for breakfast. my grandparents gave Brax a remote control truck.
After visiting our siblings houses to see what they got for Christmas, we headed to my parents house. We hung out and opened more presents. We got a roaster and bobbin saver. Brax got Legos, the one thing Santa didn't bring him, but he wanted.After Christmas day we were exhausted, but stayed up late playing games anyway. The next day my sister, Shanelle, went in to have her gall bladder removed. I spent the day with my sister and family mostly. Cara and I went to lunch and hung out at the hospital for a couple hours. We couldn't decide when to come home, but ended up staying until the 29th. By then we were ready to come home and get some stuff done and just to hang out just the three of us. It was nice to spend time with everyone for Christmas. We did stay home and hang out for New Year's as well because once again, I wasn't feeling well. While in Glenwood over Christmas I developed a sinus infection and am finally get over it.
Monday, December 19, 2011
10 Years Together
2001
Today is our 10 year anniversary! We dated and were married in a short amount of time. We've had our ups and downs, but it has been well worth it. We've learned a lot about each other and how to work together. This year has been a learning experience with the precancer. It has been a good one though. It has helped to bond us in a way we hadn't been before. I am glad and proud of this great accomplishment. I look forward to the future and what it may bring. I'm grateful for my family and for the opportunity we had to get married in the Manti Temple to seal our family together forever. We are very blessed and I"m so grateful. I thought I'd post some pics of the past, FLASHBACK! We both look so little, I was only 19 and Branden was 24. I was young, but I believe I was ready. Happy Anniversary Branden, I love you very much!
2011
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